On September 19, 2017 at 6:26pm, our little sunshine joined us on earth. Maizy is my sunshine because she gave me a purpose which feels bright and warm. For a very long time, I have struggled with depression and anxiety. Sad thoughts would come to my mind frequently and I questioned my self worth daily. My soul was aching for something pure and special. My sweet husband, Jason was the biggest blessing through everything. He is my very best friend and helped me keep fighting every single day. I prayed and prayed for Gods guidance and help. After a lot of prayer, Jason and I felt strongly about creating a life together. I know everything is in Gods timing, It took several months to become pregnant with our little sunshine. I learned a lot during those months which better prepared me to become a mother. Maizy is our little light sent from God. I am a new woman, a better wife and a happy mama. The gift of motherhood is divine, the most spiritual experience I have witnessed. I am forever grateful for the opportunity to be a parent with my sweet husband and a mother to my sunshine.
“Sometimes when you pick up your child you can feel the map of your own bones beneath your hands, or smell the scent of your skin in the nape of her neck. This is the most extraordinary thing about motherhood – finding a piece of yourself separate and apart that all the same you could not live without.”
― Jodi Picoult,
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